Well ladies ive had a set back today..well more of an emotional setback...Woke up this morning and my youngest daughter (turning 3 in 1.5weeks) was crying for her dad..and it set me off again. So todays been a pretty down day. I went out for lunch with a mate and ate a rocky road slice and lasagne with a 600ml fanta.....i was gutted...but on a lil positive side..i ended up walkin to town and home again so wouldve worked off some of the junk food. Am doing big walk in the morning and hopefully going swimming so im not totally givin up that today will make my weight go up a lil bit. Im just sick of the mood swings im having. I hate days like today and find it really hard to stay on track and do good in my weight loss. As im writing this i have a bowl of monkeys business icecream in front of me-just a lil kids bowl and ive eaten about half of it-god im terrible. But i know i will make up for it with exercise etc but damnit i was so good last week. Tomorow will be 4 weeks since my ex left us...and it sux, i must say him and I are talking due to our daughter..but man things couldnt get worse really..it just happened out of the blue and i hate it. Its amazing that saying "if you love something set it free, if it comes back its yours, if it doesnt, it was never ment to be" well he kept coming back to me...but now im really really scared he wont! god this is turning into more of a blog about my love life than my weight loss-but you know what-my emotions have alot to do with my weight.
Anyway ladies..i have 2 girls screaming over their icecream so i must go. will post again 2moro-i just hope im having a better day.
P.s I must get a tape measure this week.Even tho ive only lost 2.6kgs in two weeks im sure its moved somewhere cos my thighs are gettin smaller and smaller I LOVE IT!
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